April 06, 2005 - 10:38 p.m.
SC's ex sent her flowers today to congratulate her on the Rod Parker. They haven't spoken for about a year now. I know that it's harmless and SC says it was just a kind gesture on her part (the ex won the Rod Parker last year), but of course my initial reaction was to feel jealous and slightly mad at the ex.I hate when I feel like that because I start to feel insecure for no logical reason. It's as if my brain just naturally behaves in that way -- illogically. Plus I have that damn competitive streak in me. So of course I must turn all situations (including this one) into a competition. Bad, bad brain.
Anyhow, I'm okay now. I just had a slight freak reaction to the whole thing. SC loves me and it's all good.
